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Name: Sara
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Birthday: 5/27/1984
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Sunday, May 06, 2007

Currently Watching
Toy Story (Two-Disc Collector's Edition)
By Tom Hanks, Tim Allen, Don Rickles, Jim Varney, Wallace Shawn
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I haven't touched this blog for months now, but for whatever reason, I've felt strangely compelled to pick it up again lately... so, here it is. My return to the world of xanga. We'll see how long it lasts.

Maybe my need to start blogging again stems from my need to simply start writing again. I haven't written anything for a year... a year. That's a long time. Part of me is terrified of losing the skill and the passion and the insight and all the desire to think critically and question and discuss everything that I picked up in college. I don't ever want to go back to being who I was.

This is such a strange time for me. Honestly I don't think I've ever felt quite like I do right now, at this stage in life. I guess I need some sort of outlet. There is so much that goes through my mind. It feels like I'm dwelling on things 24/7. Lord knows I bother my poor husband enough... and he's wonderful. He listens and offers insight and prays with me and gives me back massages when I feel like it's all just too much to handle and he doesn't condemn me for my emotional chocolate habit. But I feel like I'm weighing him down and I refuse to be responsible for robbing him of his joy.

Not that life is terrible. It isn't. Not at all. In fact, in almost every area I am completely content. And in a strange way, I'm glad there are areas in which I'm not content, because I know that I'm learning and growing and that I will emerge from this pain and frustration and discouragement a better and stronger person. I know the Lord is asking me to trust and be patient and just have faith that He's got things under control... and whenever He asks me to do that, I know I won't be the same when it's over.

But the waiting is torture.

Please, Lord... don't remain silent forever.


Monday, September 25, 2006

Wow... I haven't posted in forever. I'm not sure how I feel about starting back up again...


Friday, April 07, 2006

I hate job searching. Why does Akron have no journalism jobs available?
I would rather do wedding stuff. Jenni, do you want to start up a wedding business with me?? It would be so insanely fun...

I'm going to watch Hearts in Atlantis with the RAs.. never seen it before. Have you? Did you like it?

Finally picked a flower girl dress. yay for me. one decision down, a billion more to go.

Ok, that's all for now. Goodnight! :)


Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Currently Watching
Friends - The Complete Eighth Season
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It makes me so happy to know that, pretty much whenever I post a xanga entry, my dear friend Jenni will comment on it... it gives me such a sense of security...  I'm so very sad we couldn't be in each other's weddings...  But of course we will always have the dancing boat....

So because I'm a senior and graduating in like 6 weeks, I've been thinking alot about my Cedarville experience and all the things I've been involved in and all the friends I've made. And while there are only a handful of people here that I'm really really close to, I'm continually amazed at how many awesome people God has brought into my life, even if I don't know them very well. There are so many people on this campus that just bless my heart simply because I know them and are such an encouragement to me in their own ways. I honestly love being around these people because it reminds me that you don't necessarily have to be best friends with everyone (a view I seemed to hold in high school, for some reason). There's so much good to appreciate in people, even those you rarely talk to or simply don't know on the same intimate level as you know your best friends. This post is going to be an ode dedicated to just a few of those people and I may continue it on my next post (if I feel like it... perhaps with the proper encouragement.. )

Tammy Fitzgerald- This girl is a gem. She is such a sweet heart, and someone I always enjoy seeing and talking to. I love love love her honesty and I so appreciate how comfortable she is with her own individuality. If you don't know her... you should!

Justin "Usty" Keller- I traveled with Usty to England and I don't think I knew what to think of him at first. But once we got there, we got to spend some time talking and laughing together, and I have come to love and appreciate him. He is one of the most fun people I know and yet one of the most thoughtful and intelligent, as well. I love being around him and I'm so glad he's back from Israel.

Camille Morse- Camille works on Cedars with me... she's one of the copy editors. And let me tell you, that girl knows what she is doing. She's the grammar queen! But more than that, she is such a kind, forgiving, and thoughtful person. I appreciate her sensitivity to those around her and her general sweetness.

Bryce Bahler- what a sweet heart. Bryce is so kind and affectionate and always so open. I feel like he genuinely cares about me, even though we've only known each other for less than a year. He always opens his home to us and shares passionately from his heart. A truly amazing person to be around.

Well, anyway, I just wanted to do that because I know that I don't often enough tell people how much I really like them and that I care about them. It's so easy to get caught up in saying negative things about people (I am definitely guilty!!), but isn't it so much better to build others up?

 

 


Monday, March 27, 2006

Currently Reading
Hitler's Niece : A Novel
By Ron Hansen
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So my huge senior seminar paper is due in 3 weeks and I really need to get moving on it. I have three pages, but it has to be at least 20, so I obviously still have tons more work to do. At least I have 3 pages, though... it's a big feat for me to have that much done three weeks in advance!

I have so many parties and senior events and fun things to go to in the coming weeks... it makes me so much less motivated to do my schoolwork... I only have four papers left in my college career! Hurray!!

What do you think of this?? In white, of course. I think it's completely and totally adorable. I can't wait till the dresses come in and I can see how lovely my bridesmaids and flower girls are going to look all dressed up...

Aaron's home now. Anybody have a job for him in the Akron/Canton/Cleveland area?

Oh, by the way, I had a fabulous time in NYC with my family and I had an awesome time seeing Brandon. I can't wait to go back. :)

Today's poll: If you could have any job in the world and get paid millions of dollars to do it, what would it be?



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